A wrapup for my October

I launched my first podcast after dedicating quite a few hours to editing. I experimented with different editing tools, researched online techniques to reduce background noise, and tested a few options. Interestingly, the best tool for noise removal ended up erasing some of our laughs, which was quite amusing. I also tried various background music tracks, eventually choosing a few sentences to highlight at the beginning. It may not look like the most polished piece, but a lot of effort went into it.

Unsurprisingly, after a few days, we only have a handful of listeners, as I haven’t promoted it on social media yet. I continue reaching out to female entrepreneurs for interviews, but responses have been sparse—likely because they’re unsure of the podcast’s early success. I’m committed to pushing forward and am even considering doing solo episodes or sharing personal tips to avoid any lapses between guests. Just now, I received a response for a short pre-interview on Sunday—so that’s encouraging!

I recently launched my first Etsy shop, Stanka Craft Studio, after spending months trying to set up a website, which I’ve since put on pause. I’ve also created Pinterest and Instagram accounts. I know consistent posting is crucial, but I find it challenging to post regularly, even with all the materials prepared. Taking that first step was key, though, and now I’ve done it!

Yesterday, my boyfriend and I visited a friend’s new home near Watford Junction. It’s not large—around 60 square meters—but it has a lovely garden. I hadn’t seriously considered owning a house in the UK, as renting seemed more practical. However, being in her home made me envision what my own life could look like. I could picture a house with a garden, a dog, and a car for travel. I imagined kids playing in the garden and occasional family outings. This experience made me reconsider my future and the possibilities of owning a home here.

During today’s meeting, our CEO mentioned potential layoffs due to financial challenges. I might lose my job next month. Strangely, I didn’t feel anxious—just relieved. I’ve always rushed into jobs for financial security, rarely stopping to reflect on my career path. If I am laid off, it could be a good opportunity to focus on my part-time projects and consider turning them into a business.

I believe corporations often operate inefficiently. In contrast, freelancers continuously improve their skills to attract clients, while corporate employees can sometimes fall into routines, expecting tasks to come to them. If I ever lead my own business, I want to offer everyone clear roles and space to grow, rather than vague visions.

PS: I finally had my first interview after applying for a few months. I prepared a lot, but it ended almost immediately, and the interviewer didn’t even ask me any questions. I realised just one minute before the interview that I’d lost the invitation link, so I had to ask him to resend it—probably the reason it didn’t go well.